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"There is more to me then what you may see"Im easy going and love to make others smile :) so sometimes i may just embarrass myself just to make you smile :)Hi!Thank you for stopping by my page. My names Sasha and I just started making videos to help me vent out all my frustration and as a way to stay in contact with my family. In 2007 I had my first miscarriage. I was 11 weeks along and went in for my first appointment. We say the baby in 3D and everything looked great! everything was formed just right but i was only 9 weeks and a few days along. My "doctor" then checked for a heartbeat or any blood flow and we found out that day our angel baby was gone. we left the office shocked and without any ultrasounds. i regret that to this day. i had to have a D&C to remove what my body couldnt. Two weeks after my surgery i was told to try right away to conceive again. I got pregnant a few weeks later and then started miscarrying. i went to the er and was told my BETA levels were fine and to go home. they never checked my progesterone. i lost my second angel a few days later......after that we waited 6 months and tried yet again. i got a new doctor and she tested my Quant levels right away. everything came back normal so we thought we were in the clear. sadly two weeks later i started to spot. we went in right away and saw a heartbeat but it was slow. we also found out my progesterone was really low. i was put on suppositories and we waited a week. a week later Nicholes heart stopped. i waited two weeks and nothing happened just a lot of bleeding. so i had blood work done. we found that my levels were still going up. this could have been a molar pregnancy. luckily there were no signs but a D&C was needed to make sure. the tissue was sent in and we found out there was no molar pregnancy. after my follow up we found that the baby was a girl and there was a slight abnormality in chromosome 22. looking at the tissue, my age and background i now have a 2% chance that it will happen again. today my doctor is 95% sure its my progesterone and nothing else. its very scary and we arent sure when we will try again. until then i will be making random videos and trying to get more creative LOL. i want to thank everyone for your support over the past year. you guys have been amazing. to those of you who find it funny to leave hate comments go somewhere else you will only be blocked and your comments deleted. if you have any questions or need any information please send me a message here on youtube. Im not in the medical field but I can give you some advice from my experience. I have done a lot of research and talked to several Doctors :) Im always here to talk to whenever :)myspace pages:Main page (set to private send a message to be added) www.myspace.com/srw87 angel page:www.myspace.com/mommy2angelswithlove